i love life


i am a hopeless romantic and one bad date away from being cynical. i am a sucker for the written word. i love robert jordan, as much as that performance artist lady gaga or that crackwhore amy winehouse. i like reality shows and every tv show which exploits drama. I love TYRA, with her narcissism and her smize..i curse, weep and howl. i hate dumb people, and yet i think i am dumb most of the time. i am a drama queen, but i also smile the sweetest of smiles and bellow ear-shattering laughters. i frown at incompetence but screams for pleasure. i squirm when bored and squirm when tittilated. i am a connoisseur of visual and aural feasts--of all things ethereal and sublime ; ghastly and profane; a sense of aesthetics is my best friend, i like latex and pvc. i am a friend. a confidant. a lover. a mistress. a doting girlfriend. i am a creature who enjoys pigging-out on her favorite food in silence while watching crappy reality shows,then feels guilty after. i am butter melting deliciously on your tongue. i am narcissistic and extremely vain.a camera-whore who flirts with the lens on like, a regular basis. i am edward-smitten;and chris evan too.and everyday i adore a different man. i live in the present, and pop culture is my religion;i am always politically correct, but i think political correctness leads us to think like a herd, i dont think its a fault of people to think differently from mine, until we take the time to make a difference, but i take maliscious happiness in the misery of others and i religiously read perezhilton and tmz for my favorite celebrity like britney and others, and i secretly wish that lindsay will fuck it up , drink and sound the scram bracelet once more and be thrown in jail... . i am sometimes, laid back, i start and have no follow through like this blog which i have forgotten so many times. i am a person with so many gifts, and i feel like i owe it to myself to write my experiences, because i have been gifted with so much and i need to share it to the world,
.i kick myself when i fail, i hug myself when i succeed. i dare to live in waking dreams. i am a bit of a tragedy and a resounding success. i am beauty and ugliness. i love my body because its strong and i hate it because its strong. i always wish to be thinner, but i always wish to be healthier. i am a walking irony. i am dominant , but passive-aggressive. i am sane and crazy. i am happy and sad. i am shadow and light. agony and ecstasy. cold as ice. hot as fire. ..take a deep breathe
love me or hate me.
i am wholistic and i am real.
i am far from perfect.



cage me up

cage me up

Friday, December 7, 2007

SEX and the CITY


And so today, while browsing thru the web, I finally saw The Sex and The City Movie Teaser Trailer.
It was good. Well, Im a bit biassed. As I am a BIG FAN of this HBO series.
I also realized how much SEX and the City has been a significant part of my...ahemmm blossoming.
Its pretty shallow...But I always remember myself playing it in DVD , over and over again. While putting on make up, dressing up, falling asleep, waking up,or just getting in a GOOD MOOD.-- I can literally watch every episode over and over and over again.
And Although I can not pull off wearing the crazy outfits that Carrie wears or the extremely matchy BOLD colors that Samantha chooses.... I get psyched just watching !
I always end up being inspired dressing up and strutting somewhere, and then suddenly realize I can not wear fur or high boots in tropical weather/
OR As Carrie, mixes her classic Manolohs with Vintage dresses from Flea Markets, and let Aidan Shaw swear on the oath of fabric( a coco chanel suit)...( oh yes, I like Carrie and Samantha...NOT Charlotte as I am not a girlie girl or Miranda as she is too cynical..so NEW yorK)
Its always an honest appreciation for the finer things in Life. Good restaurants. GaLLERy Openings, Ballets...etc...
It was when watching sex and the city that I had my fashion epiphany.
THAT...


"You can always buy fashion, but you can never buy style"
And I hope to be my OWN Carrie someday:)
And hopefully PICK UP my own MR BIG along the way....

My wish list includes

Edward Norton
Josh Lucas
or
Raoul Bouva

Or the three of them! Foursome... Ok I need to cool it.

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If You CouLd Read My Mind Love

If You CouLd Read My Mind Love
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