i love life


i am a hopeless romantic and one bad date away from being cynical. i am a sucker for the written word. i love robert jordan, as much as that performance artist lady gaga or that crackwhore amy winehouse. i like reality shows and every tv show which exploits drama. I love TYRA, with her narcissism and her smize..i curse, weep and howl. i hate dumb people, and yet i think i am dumb most of the time. i am a drama queen, but i also smile the sweetest of smiles and bellow ear-shattering laughters. i frown at incompetence but screams for pleasure. i squirm when bored and squirm when tittilated. i am a connoisseur of visual and aural feasts--of all things ethereal and sublime ; ghastly and profane; a sense of aesthetics is my best friend, i like latex and pvc. i am a friend. a confidant. a lover. a mistress. a doting girlfriend. i am a creature who enjoys pigging-out on her favorite food in silence while watching crappy reality shows,then feels guilty after. i am butter melting deliciously on your tongue. i am narcissistic and extremely vain.a camera-whore who flirts with the lens on like, a regular basis. i am edward-smitten;and chris evan too.and everyday i adore a different man. i live in the present, and pop culture is my religion;i am always politically correct, but i think political correctness leads us to think like a herd, i dont think its a fault of people to think differently from mine, until we take the time to make a difference, but i take maliscious happiness in the misery of others and i religiously read perezhilton and tmz for my favorite celebrity like britney and others, and i secretly wish that lindsay will fuck it up , drink and sound the scram bracelet once more and be thrown in jail... . i am sometimes, laid back, i start and have no follow through like this blog which i have forgotten so many times. i am a person with so many gifts, and i feel like i owe it to myself to write my experiences, because i have been gifted with so much and i need to share it to the world,
.i kick myself when i fail, i hug myself when i succeed. i dare to live in waking dreams. i am a bit of a tragedy and a resounding success. i am beauty and ugliness. i love my body because its strong and i hate it because its strong. i always wish to be thinner, but i always wish to be healthier. i am a walking irony. i am dominant , but passive-aggressive. i am sane and crazy. i am happy and sad. i am shadow and light. agony and ecstasy. cold as ice. hot as fire. ..take a deep breathe
love me or hate me.
i am wholistic and i am real.
i am far from perfect.



cage me up

cage me up

Monday, April 28, 2008

vanessa marceau is back !


to all the people who has been reading my blog...
i am very sorry that i have been out of the LOOP....
I hid a blog for a time for personal reasons that I want to keep to myself. I have been really selfish and I hurt some people I care about...
Now I am in a relationship and i want to be more resposible about what i write and post....
anyway..a lot has happened since then...i acquired a new camera...a gift from my dear dupree! and i am going to post a lot of photo from my escapades:)
here are some photos that i have taken lately....

and my new friends:)



i will update this from tomorrow...to sgboy thanks for the email:) i really appreciate it...

im going to post some more....


I did so much shopping:) and it shall be detailed!!!! especially my new perfect LBD

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5 comments:

sgboy said...

It is so so so good to have you back looking better than ever!

Looking forward to your next post!

Kisses

June 13, 2008 at 10:56 AM
Leon Koh said...

looking forward to new happenings..

June 21, 2008 at 3:22 AM
sean said...

You look great...regal in fact. Sir Walter would seek you out for sure

July 5, 2008 at 9:40 AM
Leon Koh said...

update pleassseeee.. meow..

July 7, 2008 at 4:31 AM
batnball said...

hi there vannesa. sonny here. nice pictures. hope to see you soon in manila. i really enjoyed our short time together. too bad i was too busy to see you before you left from hongkong. all the best. keep loading new pictures. i enjoy looking at them

July 22, 2008 at 2:47 AM

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