i love life


i am a hopeless romantic and one bad date away from being cynical. i am a sucker for the written word. i love robert jordan, as much as that performance artist lady gaga or that crackwhore amy winehouse. i like reality shows and every tv show which exploits drama. I love TYRA, with her narcissism and her smize..i curse, weep and howl. i hate dumb people, and yet i think i am dumb most of the time. i am a drama queen, but i also smile the sweetest of smiles and bellow ear-shattering laughters. i frown at incompetence but screams for pleasure. i squirm when bored and squirm when tittilated. i am a connoisseur of visual and aural feasts--of all things ethereal and sublime ; ghastly and profane; a sense of aesthetics is my best friend, i like latex and pvc. i am a friend. a confidant. a lover. a mistress. a doting girlfriend. i am a creature who enjoys pigging-out on her favorite food in silence while watching crappy reality shows,then feels guilty after. i am butter melting deliciously on your tongue. i am narcissistic and extremely vain.a camera-whore who flirts with the lens on like, a regular basis. i am edward-smitten;and chris evan too.and everyday i adore a different man. i live in the present, and pop culture is my religion;i am always politically correct, but i think political correctness leads us to think like a herd, i dont think its a fault of people to think differently from mine, until we take the time to make a difference, but i take maliscious happiness in the misery of others and i religiously read perezhilton and tmz for my favorite celebrity like britney and others, and i secretly wish that lindsay will fuck it up , drink and sound the scram bracelet once more and be thrown in jail... . i am sometimes, laid back, i start and have no follow through like this blog which i have forgotten so many times. i am a person with so many gifts, and i feel like i owe it to myself to write my experiences, because i have been gifted with so much and i need to share it to the world,
.i kick myself when i fail, i hug myself when i succeed. i dare to live in waking dreams. i am a bit of a tragedy and a resounding success. i am beauty and ugliness. i love my body because its strong and i hate it because its strong. i always wish to be thinner, but i always wish to be healthier. i am a walking irony. i am dominant , but passive-aggressive. i am sane and crazy. i am happy and sad. i am shadow and light. agony and ecstasy. cold as ice. hot as fire. ..take a deep breathe
love me or hate me.
i am wholistic and i am real.
i am far from perfect.



cage me up

cage me up

Saturday, August 7, 2010

THE FRENCH CONNECTION

*funny
im mostly dominant, a very good dominatrix is what they say.
but if im confronted with a very handsome, well toned, hung, young and horny submissive, i cant help myself loose focus and become a girl.
* this guy- a very submissive french engineer (lets say 26), sharply dressed( and i can just see the fabric of his clothes melting to his body.) and honestly looks like an actor...
and im thinking, this GUY would do everything i tell him to do. ** got giddy with excitement
so i got him naked, prance around, with that cute little butt, and that 8 inch cock flapping in the air....let him bend over, step on his back and spanked him at least 30 times. he screams for mercy and begs for more:)
i cant believe my luck...iput a leash on him like a dog and let him crawl towards me to let him lick my boots...up up up towards my erection.
and oh lala, i love subs who are hungry for their mistress cock...
its not hard to get turned on when my slave is a BOYTOY. just looking at those puppy dog eyes, begging for more...
before i tied him up, i put him on my lap, and spanked him some more, and i can just feel his throbbing cock pressing against me...
and as usual, i cant help myself...so i decided to tie him up....with both his hands and feet pressed to his chest...its complicated, but his legs are spread open, and his butthole is there for the taking.
i made sure i sit on his face first...alternating my cock and asshole on his waiting mouth.
and then i proceed to play with his ass....putting dildos after dildos (from small to large) to open him up....
and when he is ready, i slowly slide up my hard cock to his gaping hole, all the while begging for me to enter him...
its like fucking a ball of flesh, as he is totally incapacitated. he can only whimper and moan, as i slowly thrust in and out my cock....
and then when im near, i pushed with all my might inside him, and pump my warm load.
:)
and after i finish i untie him so he can relieve himself by fucking my boots....

-- i took a photo of his cock and butt -- all i can is , i wish every sub is like this.
no need to force the eroticism of the session

If You CouLd Read My Mind Love

If You CouLd Read My Mind Love
What a tale my thoughts would tello